* I JuST cAnT GeT EnouGh *

"Written on the most depressing day of my life"

May be the day has come

The day I was avoiding and wanted to overcome

Lost it all

My dignity, my soul, my sense

You said it

You clearly mentioned it

I am going to regret my actions

so here I am

standing at the end off the long dark tunnel

with nowhere to go

I forgot my way out of this mess

my options seem to be very less

I ain't liking it here

My actions have paid it all for me

Being honest to GOD

I always wanted to be owned in your arms

Here I am

crushed into pieces

Only you were left to hurt me

You have done it

Finally you have succeded

in deminishing my esteem love for you

You are hurt

So am I

It feels am going into deep slumber

slowly and steadily

My soul is leaving my body

I am dreaming

of a world more beautiful than this

where there is no pain , no betrayel

and certainly not fakeness

I am dying

loosing my consious

people say I have lost my mind

But I say i have lost my spirit to live

I am too weak to bear this pain again

constraints of life are fucking my mind

YOu said you are going to kill me if I said anything

I say, dying by your hands

is the pleasure I am waiting for

YOu have owned me

so end it now

my end has come near

set me free from this unfaithful body

Your love is what am taking with

All your sorrows and pain goes with me

In hope of seeing a smile on your face

I AM LEAVING . .. .!!

:'(